Happy Fucking birthday to me!!!!

SOOOOO, disque hoy es my cumple, ni lo puedo creer, Son 17 an~os desde el dia que naci. Some people laugh at the fact that I feel im getting vieja, pero es verdad, all I see is me getting older and getting more responsabilities. I just wish to not have to work and stuff pero que voy hacer no puedo parar el tiempo. Me imagino como va hacer cuando tenga 30 o 40 its going to be a very sad life, I dont want to start imagining me having wrinkles and stuff like that.HAHAHHA. Pero in the mean while im happy just at the fact that me voy para Santo domingo el 10 de este mes, me voy a quedar todo el mes I vengo el 9 de Septiembre, me voy a gozar and celebrate my fucking bithday, SOOO no voy a estar escribiendo en todo este tiempo, voy a cojer ese tiempo para relax myself and shit.LMAO. I kind of hate the fact that we have to celebrate this day, es solamente dejandote saber saber que estas cada ves mas cerca del dia de tu muerte, I know it sounds sort of sad but thats how I see it soooooooo, HAHAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!HHAHAHAHA(ME TOY VOLVIENDO VIEJA Y LOCA )

FREACKIN BEAUTY!!!!!!

If beauty is in the eye of the beholder why doesnt it come out of there?

YO DIQUE PINTORA

SOOOOOO, yo dique quiero ser una pintora, (oye eso) estoy cojiendo clases y voy a tener una exhibicon, yo ni se como me va a ir porque va ser junto con otra jente ai que cuando yo vi lo que ello hacen, yo paresco que pinto como uno de eso ninos de kinder, MENTIRA, HAHAHA.lo que mas yo necesito es segir cojiendo clases por que toy crua, Pero verdad, lo que me quilla es que te tienen que criticar tu vaina que tu te mata tratando que salga bien, y ellos en 2 minutos te dicen to lo que ellos jallan mal, que se pongan ello a pintalo, aber si e fasil, quien no sabe de esa vaina, que no me lo critique, que le mensiono ata su madre, pero un dia de eto voy a poner unas de mis creaciones, (dique creasiones) hahahaha, e pa que lo vean y no crean que e mintira.

Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 80%

SOOOOOO, I take this quiz que dice dique yo voy hacer multimillionaire, o pero claro que yo voy a ser multimillonaria. Yo no puedo ser pobre en esta vida. everyone knows that I have a rich girl personality.

"In-patient care for people with alcohol-related mental health disorders increased by 75% between 1995/6 and 2004/5 to 126,300 admissions."

SOOOOOOO, I read this thing from a study they did in England and I laugh, not because I think its funny but because if the study was done on some of the people I know I bet you they would have a heart attack. I can just imagine the doctores and parents going "what have this world come to". HAHAHAHA. The doctors arent even close to finding the real numbers, they should do the study here in the states and find out what drinking its really about. They didnt even talk about the people that black out and dont even remember what the hell they did and with who. HAHAHA. Anyways i hate all these little study they do to like a couple of people and then say that 75% of people do what ever they say they are studying when they havent even checked every single person, I thing doctors are full of crap.

MIEEEEEEEEERRRRRDAAAAAA

Dont you fucking hate it cuando te vienen a saludar and the first thing you hear is mieeeeerdaaa Doooooooooollllyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ni cuanto tiempo, from like a mile away. No pero eso no e lo peor its when they loook at you real steady all the way up and down not even paying attention to what you just said, and all they say to you is "veldad", "yo no sabia", "que bueno", yeah right muthafuckers the only thing that all they want to say to you is "ohhh your sooo faaaaat", or "what happened you look like you havent eaten for days", its never good enough for them that you look good there is always something they find to make you feel so mad or sad. So that is why you have to slap the shit out them without even doing it, you just have to know something about that they normaly dont like or hate it when it's brought up. So you tell them "so your boyfriend left you for sister, you must be sad", yeah biach you like that or if you dont whant to waste spit on them just do the ol' nock them the fuck out and keeep on walking like you just tried to keep a flie away from you. And then everyone in the street is going to say MIEEEEEEEERRRDDDDDDDDDDDDDAAAAAAA YOU GOT KNOCKED THE FUCK OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Simplicity

There are a couple of things that make you feel so comfertable or at home. But what if you are not at the place where you feel that comfort. Many people live so far from their homeland, and me as a dominican the little things you see each day in that little island are the one that give you that "at home" feeling. Just siting in spot were you can watch people in the street walking by will be enough to intertain you. I know im sounding like i miss the place but i do. the days when you pass hours just sitting in one spot talking about nothing important, no worries in youre mind. There are things you find so beutiful you wish you could never leave behind, or when you are in the airplane and its landing you have to look over the window to see that land full of trees and sorounded by water, you almost feel like rushing everyone out to place feet in that ground you miss so much. I dont know why you feel so relaxed and comfortable with the people maybe because its birth place and there an unknown law that says you have to love the land you came from and if that is so then i wish i could marry it. LOL. Sometimes you tired of the worring of what youre wearing, how much money you have, going to school, the everyday routine. And all you want is to back to basics, like running around for no reason at all at the beach. I remember when i was little whe would go to the beach and the only thing we planned was to stay all day long. Damn i sound depressed, but i found im not going to be able to go there this summer, so alot of memories and thoughts are going through my head, it would be sort nice to run away or have no responsabilities or things to do.